Tuesday, October 28, 2008

The most important FRIEND

When i was still in primary school,i always wanted a true friends,but most of them purposely tease me and hurt my feelings.Although life is tough,but i never give up to have my own real friends.I did many unreasonable things to make them love me,one of the example is that i give them money,thinking that they will be my friends because of my'generosity'.

One sunday, one of my sunday school teacher -Aunty Bee Har taught us a song-Did You Ever Talk To God Above.From this song, i understand that i can bring any difficulties to God and he will answer my prayer.
so i prayed and prayed and prayed, but i found no answer. i was very impatient and i stopped praying and get very angry because i can't get any answer from Him.i continued to make my friends like me.A few weeks later, Aunty Chu Yong told us that God will answer prayers with either YES , NO or WAIT.

One midnight, i woke up and i tested GOd by lighting up the candles on my study table and i ask God,if He wants to give me friends,let he fire continue to burn when i open my eyes.So i open my eyes and most of the candles already distinguish. i got vey sad and angry toGOd and i stopped praying angain but continue my own stupid ways to make friends.


Finally on one Sunday, when i want to go toilet during the class in children church while the adults are having sunday service,i heard them singing a hymn with the tittle - What A Friend We Have In Jesus.On that very moment,i realize that i always have a friend who are always there for me and always help me with sacrificial love by dying on the cross for my sins. I felt very sorry that i did so many unreasonable things and got angry at God and testing Him.From then on,i'm not worried about having friends or not.i continued pray patientlywith trust and faith that someday i will have my own friends.In the end, Gosd did answer my prayers.He gave me friends in church and school and i believe that all of us have a specially wonderful friend in common-JESUS.For those who do not...let me tell you...He is the most wonderful friend indeed....

2 comments:

Joshua said...

Hi. Nice blog! Keep it up!

aozora said...

HI, Brenda Lee from Teenstreet here... great blog, and I didn't know you were in Lick Hung too!! I so feel the same way as you, I never felt accepted in primary school, and I treated them really really well, so that they would be friends with me, but hey, life turned around, and tada! I'm ok! Hope to hear from you soon..