Merry Christmas 2015, Happy new year 2016 and Happy Chinese monkey year

Whao!! 3 story in one post... that is just so smart of me...ahhaha

well, as promised, i did not wait for another year to update my bog :)

so...

1) Merry Christmas 2015

As always, Christmas is one of the most joyful event...

at the same time, it is also the most tiring event too...

much preparations need to be done...

Carolling, Choirs, Celebrations,gifts....

I had missed the previous year carolling 

because of my job, and so this year I am back...

i am so glad that once again I can join the carolling

so many memories came back while we are having our carolling..

the time we used to sing in the rain, 

van breakdown,

going to 10 houses

over delayed time...etc,etc

I missed lots of practices too due to family events and works...

and since I am alto, there are parts that I am not familiar with

but I am mainly playing tambouring, same as carolling though... 

so is actually not that bad..

we went to tesco Ara damansara and empire mall for presentations...

i really think we did a good job, but i know we can do much better in the future

another combine youth christmas celebration in church,

and i am glad that i am in charge of the dance team.. 

with the help of the other teammates, 

we made a wonderful and joyful dance...

for the better next year...gogo!!

this year we are having a christmas lunch service in jaya square, 

though sadly, we are at the corner where no one notices...

but i really do enjoy it...

best yest, brother burke and sister lorraine were back with us for Christmas too

2)welllllll..... 

new year is just a new year to me... 

nothing special though...

hahhaha :p

guess nothing much i can say for new year....

3) Monkey year, 

I can't believe I am already 24.

and my love towards my besties in secondary lasted for 10 years... 

and to many more..

this year I learnt to play majong with my parents...

and I am the winning one!!!! wohooo...

Welcome back

Hey Everyone!!!

MISS ME!!?? <3 font="">

 

It's been soooo long since I last blog..

well, I don't usually blog much now as facebook, insta , snapchat is all around..

but I do post some stories on my other blog...

but still I don't post those stories so consistently...

well, if you want to know more about me... I guess you just have to have patience...

 

well, this year is not a very good year.

 many had happens and really struggle a lot through it...

but I still thanked God for all the love and experience that He shown me

 

well, this is a life journey, we just have to take it and solve it...

and this is the lesson I am learning now...

I faced many problems yet I don't know how to solve it...

HELP!!!

 

but 1 thing I know that is whatever happens...

God is always there with me guiding me and supporting me...

how will my life be without GOD...

 

so that is it for now... just hope well that the next blog is not 1 year later... hehehe

CIAO~~

new updates

wow... is been really long since i update my blog...

well... just a short update for those who don't know...

I graduated from Sime Darby Nursing and Health Science College...

I am now officially a diploma holder nurse..

Last year November, I joined Alexandre Hospital in Singapore....

I am over joyed that I have this wonderful opportunity..

and I was posted in a Med-Surg/Multidisciplinary ward...

which is what I had always wish to be....

and as a new nurse... I think it would be a good place for me to start a new journey....

I started my new job with a 6 weeks of foundation...

there, I found a few new friends...

friends who supports me and help me when i face problems in nursing...

In my ward, ward 12...

there are many supportive and encouraging colleagues...

well.. cut the story short...

I wasn't able to overcome my stress in the ward...

and my probation was terminated...

it is both a happy but sad time for me...

but I don't blame God or anyone else...

at the same time... I won't blame myself too...

yes, there is place that I cannot succeed...

but I think in time, I can make a different...

now?

I went back Malaysia a few weeks...

but I am back to Singapore...

I give myself till the end of June... hopefully by then I am able to get a job...

I believe God will give me a road to my future that is out of my expectation...

birthday...LOL...

HAhaha…wah!! So long right…around 20 days after my birthday I only post about it…
Hahahha…paise…cause everytime forgot ady…

Anyway, my birthday is on 23/ 7
(guess most of you know it…)
which is a Saturday,
but my family celebrated my birthday on the Sunday,which is 24/7…

Oh well…as usual,I went to church, but I am one of the floral offering
(offer the flower as a decoration during the service).

So after the service, I am suppose to take back the flower…LOL…so in another way round…
means I have to stay back
till the second service end I only can go home…
plus, that is a youth Sunday
so we got a combined choir with all the youth,
but if im not wrong…I think sisf is not joining…
of cause the song we sang is in english lar…
(just in case someone got weird with it…)

After the choir,I asked my friends to join me go take a tea or something,
but!!
Unfortunately,
no one follow…accept for my faithful friend – Jasmyn…
LOL…give credits to her… 0.<

But when I go down…

I look at the restaurant/café…

all also like very “hot” so I decided to go secrete recipes…(yumm yumm)

so since I go there…

I thought of just belanja Jasmyn…

since I did not give her anything on her birthday…

hahhaa…so I belanja her eat M&M ice cream…(a big portion...worth lar...)..

then I saw got lagsania

(forgive me if I put wrong spelling…

just in case you don’t know…

it is Garfield’s favorite food lar…hahhaa)

Okay!!!let’s skip the morning part and jump to the part where my brother is back…

My brother brought back a friend named- Lina,

so I call her Lina jie jie lor…
when they came back…im still inside my brother’s room…
doing what?? Don’t remember…heehe…
so ya…when I go down,
my mum is somehow “interviewing” Lina jie jie…
so I busybody…go and listen to the story lor…
then my brother gimme a present and say happy birthday…
Lina jie jie keep laughing…so I think is…
something wrong lar…maybe after I open…
something will pop out…??
LOL…then I just open as normal…
oh…the present is wrapped in a box form lar…
so I open one surface by one lor…
but hor…my brother put a look of celotape…
so very hard to open…
until one surface is open..
i look at what is inside…
is the bugs bunny picture…
I look at it and said :
”haiyo kor ar!! Im not 9 years old ler…I am 19 lar…”
then my brother and Lina jie jie laugh more…
I look at them…like weird weird wan…
maybe the trick is not over yet…
so I open carefully….don’t know how long later…

im still trying to open everything,
my dad came over and take a look ask me why I open so gently and slow…
then I say lor…cause my brother very seldom well wrap himself mar…

So by the time I finish open everything…
I only realizes is a tissue box…
WHAT!!!
(ya!! I know!! That is what I felt!) LOL…
then I went up to my sister’s room
wanted to let her know that
KOR KOR GAVE ME A TISSUE BOX!!!
and oh!! Wen jun is there too…

Wen jun called me to throw the box to him saying
“maybe inside the box got another present ler…
you never know mar…check and see…”

So I gave him the box…
asked him to check for me…
cause I did not see anything inside…

The he said :”eh Charmain!! Yayaya!! Indside got present lar…you see properly…”

Then I excited already,
ran to him and take back the box…
but I still see nothing…then he replied :
“nothing meh?? Inside got tissue mar…aren’t that your presents??”

=.=’’’’’ swt!!! *speechless~~~*

So we went for dinner ,
a restaurant that my sister’s best friend open with her friend…
(eldest sister’s friend-tracy jie jie)
so we go there by CHURCH VAN!!
LOL not bad right…
is actually my borther’s church’s van lar…
so when we reach…
my brother opened the “boot” and took out a bigger present..
i am like…
WOHHOOOHOOO!!!!
And he gave to me..your another present…
so I bring in to the restaurant…
settle down and wanted to open…
wanting to know what is inside…
but the present look big but very light…
so I ask what is insede and why so light??
Then he say..open and you’ll know…
hmmm…something fishy right…I know…I wonder…

But before I open!!
Tracy jie jie came and “serve” us…hahhaa…
cause she is the cook…
but because we come..
she purposely leave the kitchen and serve us…
lol..like very geng right…wan a boss to serve….
and I picked sphegetti…yumm…
other’s pick what…don’t remember…
but down there got picture…so you can see one by one…hhaha…

So I start open the present…and as usual..is a big box,
I open one of the surface and the box written “A4 PAPER”LOL…
after opening, I drop my bag
(oh just mention too…
the chair is very “tall”so when I droped something,
I have to come down from the chair to take it up…
[of cause the table is high too…
how u expect us to eat when the chair so tall and the table so short…]
LOL)
while reaching for my things,
dad, sitting beside me open the box cove and took a pick on what is inside…
but he didn’t close properly…
so I saw something blue…
(but I didn’t expect is a dolphin,cause i thought he don't know that)
so when I saw the dolphin pillow…
I straight got crazy…
looking at the pillow…wah!!! So cute!!! Got bubbles wan ler…
(blurp blurp blurp…)hahaha…

then I saw something inside the box with a plastic bag…
I wonder…I take out and I saw a white puppy!!!
Ar..so cute
(stuff puppy lar..not real wan…if real wan sure die ady lor)
I hug hug the two present…
my brother gave me a dolphin
and Lina jie jie gave the the white puppy…
with some perfume sprayed on it…loving them so much!!!
after dinner, tracy jie jie brought out a cake…
the cake is super delicious…is baked by tracy jie jie…
(she say the cake is last minute bake, so the cake is very soft)
but super nice lor…is American chocolate cake…
super super nice…yummer…

I brought some back to my college…
wanted to share with some of my friends over there..
hahaa…they eat till left a bit for mr only…
they say very nice…hahhahaha…
never mind lar…good things must share mar…

(P/S: I malas want to arrange my photos...)

my cake!!

see!! the boss serving us...

oh!! my dolphin pillow and white puppy...

a picture with my sis and wen jun before the meal

a picture with my parents before the meal...

oh this...i took many of this picture...because i thought my sis is gonna kiss me...

what!! A4 paper??

ya!! i know...u want too...but!! no more!!!! =p

picture with parents and the cake...

a picture before singing bday song...till the candle all melt d...

that is Tracy jie jie- my eldest sis's best friend...with the cake...yummy...

puppy came into my world

gift from brother

lagsania (garfield's favorite food...)- Lina jie jie's meal

a big burger for wenjun...not bad i guess...

my mum's favorite- filet fish

don't know what this call...but is delicious...i only know is my sis's

Black paper Chicken Chop...(i think is my brother's)

photo in hostel -my dillow so cute~~(dolphin pillow-change of p to d which d=dolphin)

photo in hostel- loving my dillow

photo in hostel- blurp blurp blurp (sound of bubbles)

photo in hostel- my dillow...

photo in hostel- puppy! let's take picture!!

Photo in hostel- Oh no!! puppy!! don't block my face...

 

home or hostel?

This question is asked by my sister….

And I really don’t know how to answer it…

If I am at home…

1) I will keep on watching movie even when all the movie I had watch before…

well I think you all know I am crazy with that…so no need to give further information…

 

2) I will keep on going out even when I am walking alone…

I did went to sunway pyramid myself for several times…

to do window shopping or to buy some new movies so that I can continue to watch

 

3) I will wake up late and sleep late…

ya…I guess you know…

because I want to finish the movie ASAP…

 

4) I will waste the electric bill with the air-con on all day…

oh well…that is also because when I am in the hostel…

I really cant tahan the heat…

so when I go home the first thing is “dip” on the air-con

 

5) the only thing I do is eat and sleep…a

nd watch movie and play computer games…

well…ya…I will not do my revision…

even when I want to do it…

I will be like…later lar…later lar…

 

6) I will not clean up my room,wash the toilet and clean the dishes….

that is why my mum keep complaining that we treat her like a maid…

but actually I also got help out in the dishes (

but very seldom…maybe around 15 meal, I only wash once…hahhaa)

 

7) I can eat my mum’s cook food…

delicious….yum...yum…

well…my size say everything right…

my mum’s food is the best…hahaha….

 

8) my temper will change back original

(I don’t know why…maybe is true when they say “you will show your true self in your family”)

 but actually I still don’t know which is the real me…

 

9) I will not study at all…

yup…as I said… I watch movie…

 

10) I will not spend time with God well some reason too…

and another thing is because…

I got no worries at home…

cause if anything happens…

my family will be there to back me up…

 

If I am in hostel

 

1) i won’t sleep too much because I need to rush to college…

but still I nap…

but I control myself so that I wont over sleep and miss all my things….

 

2) I clean my room, I clean my dishes and wash the toilets…(most time)…

well..that is the duty…

 

3) I will do revision (sometimes) but still will watch some movie…

(if got) especially this year…my head gonna burst…

 

4)i will spend time with God

(anyhow when I face troubles, God is the only One I can turn to in hostel) e

specially during the exam week….

so bad right….got trouble only go find Him…

 

5) I need to cook my own food (which is not so healthy)…

well cause I always use aginomoto…

but I usually cook with vege…so is good also…

better than the restaurant in my college still…yuck…oily!!!

 

6) it will be very troublesome to travel back home every weekend…

well…ya…that you know lar…no need explain….

cause need to go youth mar…

 

7) I will not show my temper to anyone…

unless I really cant stand….

but most time I “receive” people’s temper…

ya…so…which is the real me??

I will not show my temper to my “friends” or people other than my family…LOL

 

8) I will be in FULLY USE because I am so-called SMART (LOL)…

no lar…because I know many things…

I am okay to help…but I don’t like people take me for granted…

like the computer and stuff…a lot lar…haihz….

 

9) I will have mentally and emotionally stress…

because I will talk to myself very often until someone thought I was actually on the phone…

or should I say…I act on the phone…

but I am actually talking to myself…

I don’t know why also…

sometimes I feel that I got some mental problem after doing so…

 maybe because I am keeping my temper away and I wont fight back if anyone argue with me…

not like when I was at home…

I must win…and I will say whatever I like…LOL…

 

10) I will use more MONEY...

because when I am stress…

I will go buy snacks and eat eat eat..and the snacks hear is not cheap you know…

super expansive wan…haihz…T__T

After all this…can you tell me which one I prefer??

Staying at home or in hostel…?? I got no idea…

P/S: there are spaces for you to write down your comments…

maybe you can help me find out my answer…

Diploma in Nursing ,year 2, Sem 3

The first day of my sem 3…

Is not a good start at all…

On the first day of orientation…I am late…

That is also the day when our class chooses our class committee….

I am so glad that I am not chosen to be the top 5 committee…

But still..Sadly…

I am one of the committee… forI.T…

but luckily….i am the assistant I.T…

My job is to keep the mic after the class and off the LCD and computer…

Basically is something to do with the electric stuff lar…hahaa…

Oh well…at first…when I just took this job…

I am so frustrated…

my classmates choose me to be the committee

not because they think I can “do so”

or should I say they choose me just because they are playing…

arrgghh!!! How to say ar…

I just you all understand right…

is someone call you do a job with “Z”

because they are making fun of you and “Z”

but not because you and Z can do so…

just to trick you and “Z” or something like that…

how would you feel??

So ya…I think you get me…

And yes…that is their objective…

But in the end “Z” change to “A” so I thank God for that lar….

Cause anyhow….i am not so close with “Z”

and I kinda dislike him due to his character…

But after that I just clear my mind

and try to do my best in the committee and in my studies…

My sem 3 topic is more on diseases…so…WOO!!

I hope I can cope with it…

and I am so scare if I fail this sem

because it is super duper triple hard…

so ya…I hope nothing bad happens this sem…

although it already happened…

but I hope nothing worse than that will happen….

PRAY HARD YA!!

Cause i guess that is the only thing i can do...T____T

nightmare in hospital!!!

this is a very scary nightmare....

make sure you choose the correct atmosphere

while reading this....

few weeks ago,

while i am still having my practical in hospital...

one night!! before my work in the morning!!

i dreamt that i went to work in the early morning...

i waited for the lift for quit some times....

when the lift is finally here...

i quickly walk in and since no people is around

i faster close the lift door and press 4(my work place)....

wishing that i wont be late because of waiting for the lift...

around 2nd or 3rd floor, suddenly the lift black-out

and it shake for a while...

i heard something behind me....

so i turn my head...and i see....!!!!(AHHHHHHH!!!!!)

(so you probably know what i saw...no need to further it down)

so i woke up and i look at the time...is only 3 something

so i just sleep back....

(not to waste my time of rest)

BUT!!!!

the same dream appeared again.....

this time is...

i went into the lift...i pressed 4 and close the door....

went it reaches 1st/2nd floor

someone behind asked me

"excuses me, where is ICU??"

i was shock!! because i thought i was alone in the lift...

but i did not think much and replied...

"is at the 6th floor"

after replying, i straight away helped her press 6...

and then is when i reach the floor of my work...

so i wanted to turn my head and tell that person i am going to work.....

but!! when i turn my head!!! THAT PERSON IS GONE!!!!

than i only understand that THAT PERSON IS A GHOST!!!!

i faster ran off the lift to my workplace...

and one again...i woke up from the dream....

looking at the time...is already 6am....

so i just change and prepare for my morning duty...

when i reach the hospital....

same things happened...

i waited for the lift alone...!!!

i got a bad feeling and i started to shiver....

hoping that someone will reach in time to take the lift with me....

but!!! oh no!!!....

when the lift is here...i was all alone....

(takkan i got lift also don't go in right....

(takkan i got lift also don't go in right....

although i did thought of it before...)

so i pressed 4 but i dint press the close button....

when is moving...

i keep praying in my heart...

"don't come near me!! get away from me!!"

and when it reaches to my work place,

i immediately ran out from the lift

and dare not to lift up my head....

till one of my friend asked me what happened...

my first day of exam

Yes!!! i have finally finish my first hardest exam...
there goes few night of bright eyes...

i thanked my parents for giving me a choice
to choose what i really wanted to be.....
for i have never regret it....

i thanked my friends...
who had helped me in the topics i am confuse with...

i thanked those who study well...
because they motivated me to study better....

i thanked the college for giving me a library near my hostel....
where i can do more research in my studies....

i thanked my beloved anatomy tutor...
who has take out his time for this troublesome group...

i thanked my tutor-in-charge...
who are so worry bout us and always help us to solve our problems....

i thanked those who help to pray for my exams...
because your prayer give me the strength to "keep moving forward"...

and lastly which is the most important of all....
I THANKED GOD FOR GIVING ME
WISDOM AND THE CALMNESS IN THE EXAM HALL....
and also ANSWERING ALL MY PRAYERS
AND GIVING ME PROTECTION....
GUIDING ME WITH HIS OWN HANDS...
AND WALKING WITH ME IN EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE...

O, HOW WORTHY IS THE LAMB,
THE LORD OUR GOD ON HIGH,
O, HE IS ALL POWERFUL AND MIGHTY,
WE PRAISE HIS NAME FOREVER.
OUR FATHER IN HEAVEN.
THE BEGINNING AND THE END
THE ALPHA AND OMEGA
BLESSED UNTO HIM.
HE IS THE KING OF KINGS
AND LORD OF LORD.
HE IS GOOD AND HIS MERCY ENDURETH FOREVER...
SING PRAISES TO HIM.
GLORIFIED HIS NAME.
HALLELUJAH, HALLELUJAH
AMEN! AMEN!

***P/S: this does not mean i will 100% get A in my anatomy....
but throughout the exam...
he really stand with me...i know it....

oops...what am i doing...

Lol...i thought i deleted my blog...

but when i look back at it...

actually i didn't delete it...

which i am quite happy i did not

cause i can come back for some look once awhile...

i am going to have my finals next week....

which i am quite happy....

bacause i get to test myself on this education...

and after my finals is Christmas...

today, i helped the toturs to prepare OSCE

(objective stracture clinical examination)

after that i only truely understand how OSCE is like...

im gonna have the same thing for 17 dec...

is very hard to pass..

i saw the "strictness" of the tutors/CI who give the results...

hahaha...i was suppose to be studying now....

and my first subject is anatomy

anatomy is the most difficult but the most interesting topic...

i love this subject...

i don't know why...

anyway...is not the time to blog...

although i am blogging...

but needa study...

i want to be the top nurse...

LOL....LOL.....

happy birhtday

youth camp 2

sorry....part 2 took more time because got many pictures....
by the time i finish upload the picture...i no mood to type d...
hehehe

before reaching Outbac

Dr.Yap giving us a welcome

We are all warmly welcome by the people in Outbac,
and the Person-in-charge,Dr.Yap...
who is very funny....
and at first i thought he was someone old around 50...
but surprisingly he is only 30+...

Dr.Yap is telling us the rules and the team that is in charge...

He is giving us rules and
calling us to be more careful during the activities....
He also introduce us to his team,Zac,Gahna and...
can't really remember...=p
after that..Jeremy as the assistant
gave us some camp rules to follow also...

girl dorms
We are given out keys,
and we rush to our dorm to have a 'check-out'...
and we put down our things...
and since the whether is hot...
the dorm is like a desert too....

lunch time
After settling down...
is time for food...
but self-service...
so everything we have to take our own and
clean up our own...

Praise and worship 1
After lunch, we officially start our camp
with our first praise and worship
by Ee Laine and her team...

Group leaders
after P&W 1,
Elaine announced our group leader
and the group members...
Rachel Lau - Blue
Hui Qing - Pink
Darren - Yellow
And my group
Samuel - Green(mount carmel)


mount carmel
since we are in broga hill,
our team are named from the mount in the bible
and we need to present what happened to that mount...


advisers
since advisers are observing...
we must be alert and do our best...


Our first outdoor game...
After that,
we were lead to one place for our first activities...
than there will be the rules bout the activities
and how to play it...
Our first game is 12 feet wall (pink and blue)
and games 'with ropes',forgot the name (yellow and green)


my group,the MIYF-er
we are separated into 3 person per group
and this is my group..the faithful miyf-ers...


there is all kind of rope game..


the 1st type

the 2nd type

*the 3rd type is missing...
but is you walk on one rope
with the support of one rope too*

3rd type

4th type

12 feet wall

Not long later...
it started raining...
and we dint manage to play all the games...
so we go back to our dorm...
and i am so smart to bring along my umbrella...
but the rain is too heavy...
so the umbrella is useless...

our 'replacement' game
since it rain,
we can't continue the game anymore...
because the things is slippery...
so we change our game to giant finger ,
something balancing game
and the crocodile something....
i forgotten the names...LOL
and now we change our group
now we are playing this game with the pink group...

the giant finger-
try to put the tayars in
without touching the pole
and put all in adi,
take out one by one without touching the pole too...

*missing picture for the balancing game...
but any how is like a plank and there is two sides...
we need to make the plank to be straight....*

this is the crocodile something
-need to try to get to the end by using 2 plank ,
and if anyone fall,
need to walk all the way to the end
and start everything again...

This is a nice fall by Aaron...
and i felt too...
in fact i felt 2 times but i dind't manage
to go to the end because we over use the time...

to be continue~~

youth camp 1

I'm gonna update the youth camp little by little...
need to wait for the pictures...

Day 1 (part 1)
Reach church around 9am for P&W practice..
Saw Yue Jin , Sii Ying and Shirley...
Keep reminding me to remind my sister
that she owe them one meal...
....
around 10am...people start coming me...
i saw the excitement on them
and so do i...

....
Elaine announce the committees and the dorms...

than prayer...and....
King nose bleed...


First one who is down...guy medic...lol...
.....
Go to the bus and fight with Pearl...


Because i want to sit with Jasmyn...

but in the end i sit with Jade....

Talking all the way...
although sleeping is my first plan
......
Not long later...


only realize Edrick sit in front of me...
since i cant sleep....
i start disturb him....
and play with Chee Fong too....

winnie the pooh is chee fong's


lol....



to be continue....