youth camp 1

I'm gonna update the youth camp little by little...
need to wait for the pictures...

Day 1 (part 1)
Reach church around 9am for P&W practice..
Saw Yue Jin , Sii Ying and Shirley...
Keep reminding me to remind my sister
that she owe them one meal...
....
around 10am...people start coming me...
i saw the excitement on them
and so do i...

....
Elaine announce the committees and the dorms...

than prayer...and....
King nose bleed...


First one who is down...guy medic...lol...
.....
Go to the bus and fight with Pearl...


Because i want to sit with Jasmyn...

but in the end i sit with Jade....

Talking all the way...
although sleeping is my first plan
......
Not long later...


only realize Edrick sit in front of me...
since i cant sleep....
i start disturb him....
and play with Chee Fong too....

winnie the pooh is chee fong's


lol....



to be continue....

i found out....

i found out that my blog is 'dead'
never really care to update it...
hahaha...

but there is something i want to share...
today there a talk about "Principle of Worship" in my church...
usually i won't type down what happen in church...
but this talk really teach me
and reminds me that worship is about God...

1st principle- worship is only for the glory of God...
we often shared our worship with the idols in our heart...
-idol of self and idol of worship...
(on self)God created man...he created this world...
and man create things that represent God in our life...
which in other word is....
man is turning themselves into God...
(on worship)do we worship God because he is God
or worship because of the music...the song is nice??
worship leaders are not the one who is performing....
but someone who lead the congregation that He is worthy
the congregation are not the audience...God is...
We do it for God...not for man....
we don't have to care what people think...
is the heart of worship that God see in us....

2nd,involve expectancy and preparation....
(1 sam 3:9-10 ; john 16:12)
our heart need to be prepare before the Lord...
how often we prepare our hearts before the Lord?
are we listening to God's calling??
are w obeying His word...

3rd,worship involve sacrifice..
(1chron 21:23-24)
sacrifice ourselves to God,our soul ,mind and heart
sacrifice our time for Him...knowing that he is the Lord
(first 5 books of the bible-sacrifice and offerings)

lastly,it is depend on our own feelings...
(job 1:20 ; Isiah 61:3 ; Hebrew 13:15)
our emotion will always change...
but the Lord is 1...
He will never change...
we worship..
because we want to be
rooted into awareness of who God is...
not just what that will make us feel good...
it it also the validity...
of something is not determined
by how we feel bout it....

other than today's message...
i got another good news...
i have finally join back Chinese choir....
but...
for the Lord...
not for man...

life in sakae sushi 3

it's already a month plus working there...
i love all the people there...
and i enjoyed a lot while working with them...
but...something happened...
ever since Terence resign...
many people started quitting too...
all my friends there...are going away one by one...
choy..
lim...
neal..
and my two best friends...
ellia and iylia...
and i just dont know why....
i used to look forwad to work last time...
but i just dont have that feeling anymore...
but still...
i love the people over there...although...
most of the time will be very busy....
and make everyone pissed off....
but the happiness after work will still stay the same....
is just that...
the people are getting lesser...
customers are getting more....
in the end....
if....
david stop too...
den i will be in great suffer...
well...good luck....

life in sakae sushi 2

6th day-Sunday
i rushed to sakae...and i was lucky to be 'on time'
but the second i reach there is already not enough people...
no time for me to say 'hi'
so i just went in to the store room to wear my uniform...
and the whole sakae is full with customers...
we even open section D(a section that usually closed)
it is so busy that most of us very tired and pissed off...
until around 4pm...
the customers only started to become lesser...
but the same thing happen during dinner time...
haihz...
finally....when the customers are gone...
we have to clean up the whole sakae...
and that moment i feel like lying down...
everyone is tired there...
but my seniors just like to sing every night after work...
and whenever i heard them singing...
it really makes me feel relax...
well...i don't know why....

7th day
i work at 5 today...
so when i reach there..
is very relax and boring....
cause usually monday not much people
and is just 5...
and ouch!!! terence fall down...
actually i was the one who shold help terence...
but i got things to do...so terence help me out....
if not terence...i will be the one who fall down...
i walked home that night...
and i was so happy that my parents is coming back....
at least i don't have to eat bread again...
while waiting for them...i just watch some movies
but i waited for half an hour and they are not back yet...
and also because they movie is so boring that makes me want to sleep..
so i just off the tv...
planning to sleep
and write down a note for my parents welcoming them home...
the second i off the tv...they are back...
YAY!!!! NO MORE BREAD...
and guess what!!!!
i have more dolphins!!!!!!

8th day
the day when i have become a senior
i meet this guy,who is new-choy hung...
but we call him choy....
he finished his college and working while waiting for a job....
hmmm....
he is a pilot...finish his studies
but can't find a job (as a pilot)...
so he just work full time
while waiting for the application to be approve...
cool...that reminds me of timothy...
and today at work... Rain is here...yay!!!
suddenly got a lot people...
so i have to force myself to do things faster...
then Phyo came and wanted to help me...
so while im giving him the tray...
i drop a cup and i broke it...
Phyo helped me pick it up...
but he cut himself...
which make me more guilty...
the whole sakae people know i was very sad...
and most of them try to make me feel better..
but the only people who make me feel better is Rain...
which makes me like her very much...
but today i realize something is missing.....

9th day
is on wednesday...coz i off on tuesday...
but!! i working full today...
and i am so happy that day...
why...??
i don't remember...
i only remember that i break with khuang khuang....
hahaha...and we talked a lot....
and that is when i finally notice who is not around...
Podoln...he went back to pyramid i think...
and i also heard a news that terence is going to stop...

10th day
another new member came in to sakae...
his name is lim...
he is just 3 days older than me...
but i am 10 days older than him in sakae...
lol...
nothing much really...
but i had my dinner there...
and i have great time there with them...
joking with ellia,lily,lim,choy,ck.......


to be continue~~~~

life in sakae sushi...

1st day
i reach sakae around 11.50 a.m for my four hour trial...
the first person i met is Terence, the manager....
at first,we spoke to each other in english...
while waiting for my uniform..he introduce me about sakae...
the second person i met is Rain...
that is when i finally have my uniform...
but i don't know how to wear...
so she help me to kemas...hahaha....
after that...Terence sudenly talk to me in chinese...
then i started working...
but i was very slow when i am cleaning up the table...(new ma..)
and i drop the side plate once when Terence is just beside me...
he helped me to pick up the plates while i am apologizing...
luckily nothing broken...hahaha....
then i followed Chun Kiet,CK
He led me and taught me the basics....
there goes to Phyo and Podaln...
After the trials...i became the real staff of sakae sushi....
but i did not bring money for my break...T.T
but Terence borrowed me some money...
in case i want to eat anything...
i didn't plan to take...very paiseh la...
but i still took it...hahaha...
after that i met Iylia,Lily...
same age but my senior in sakae...
very good to me...taught me many things...
and told me to be very careful when Rain is here...(??)

2nd day
Very happy and excited...
when i reach there....
i saw Terence
and Khuang Khuang (the first person i know) on their way to sakae too...
and i finally have my name tag...
but ever since that time...
most of the people thought i am the 'Chairman' 0.0''...
and then i met Ellia...same age too but senior too..
really had a great time hanging out with her...
then i met Hien Thu...someone who don't smile and dosen't even talk to me...
then i went and talk to him and ask him why he not happy lor...
then he smiled to me...well..at least he smiled...
ever since then...he always ''bully'' me... +_+

3rd day
i don't remember much for the 3rd day...
but i know i was working half day...but not enogh people...
so i worked full...
from 12 to 11...
tired gila...
then my manager fetch me home...
hahaha...yay!!!
but!!!!...
haihz...
not goig to repeat what happen next...

4th day and 5th day
i also don't remember...
i only remember that i ate bread during every break...
that make me wanna die adi...

okay....end here!!!! ~to be continue~

anime season

We (my sis and i) are addicted to anime this few weeks….hahaha…

well…I am always addicted…

but my sis…??? Eh…

Anyway…my sis is addicted by the anime name ‘candy candy’…
the story is about…candy..(obviously)…

and candy(in dictionary) means a type of sweet (duhhhh!!!!)…

and in the story… candy is a human(???)…

ya…okay…lets just cut the story short…

anyway…this anime is saying that……

I think I’ll just let my sis introduce that anime…

And my anime....is called shugo chara (my guardian characters)….

Hmmm…. How to make it short??
Okay…this girl is Amu….she is very cool outside…

but inside her is just an ordinary girl….

and there she receive 3 egg (red ,blue and green)

that transform into her guardian that help her to find her true self…

but she must believe in them and herself...
And in her school, there is a Seiyo Elementary's Guardians...

for those whose egg have appear….

and so…she was recruit as one of the special member “Joker”…

who was responsible to search for X egg and X characters

(the corrupted form of peoples’ dreams)

and change them back to the original guardian egg...

and by doing so...

she need to transform...

In the same time…when there is good…

there will be bad too…so there is a company (with bad guys)

try to find a special egg-embryo (don’t ask me why they put this name)…

this egg can grant wishes...
So as usual…the bad guys want to get the egg…

the good guy want to potect the egg..

they fight and so on…

blah blah blah…

something happen again…

then….Amu 4th egg came out…

is a yellow egg…

but that time…

amu was depressed so that egg turn to X egg…

but in the end…it turn back into a good egg…

and some of the bad guy oso became good…

so…..i mals to type d la….

very long le….

If u want to know u go find its own plot la…

okay….okay…good…
So in the end le….

i oso don’t know…coz I haven’t watch finish yet…

hehehe….

So…
This are some of the character in this anime

First.....

Tadase Hotori, he is in Seiyo Elementary's Guardians...

and he on 'King' chair...he have a cute looking....

cutest among all character...

Amu's first love....

This is his guardian....

and his inner self is someone royalty....(??eh...something like that la...)


and this is the look he transform

Ikuto Tsukiyomi...a very cool person...with a gurdian of a cat....

is is very good in violin...and she have a sister.

Amu's first love too...i think...

(Amu fall for many ppl...)

the look he transform...a cat...

oh...ya...he work for the bad guy.. (why??) i oso dnt know le...

Nadeshiko Fujisaki...a very gental and sweet person...

one of the Seiyo Elementary's Guardians too..

She is on the 'Queen' chair...

This is her guardian...


but actually...she is a he...

the reason he become she is because of a family tradition or sort of things la....

real name Nagihiko Fujisaki

and when she transform....she became....scary....

She is Yaya Yuiki...the youngest....

her inner self is to become a baby forever...

Seiyo Elementary's Guardians..she in on the 'Ace' chair

He is Kukai Souma...very good in sports...

he is on the 'Jack' chair....

the look after he transform...

Rima Mashiro, someone look cool outside...

but she wanted to become a joker...

as in...make people laugh...

after Nadeshiko Fujisaki left...she became the 'Queen'

the look after she transform...

Kairi Sanjou...the 'Jack' after Souma...

He want to be a samurai...

but he is also a spy for her sis who is working in the bad company...
Anyhow...he became good and help to fight for what is right...

the look after transform...

Utau Hoshina...she is a singer...she help the bad guys too...she is deeply in love with her brother...Ikuto....

Haihz...so who should i choose if i'm Amu??

oh~~~is so hard to decide lar....hhhaa~~~

i'm important

Have you ever think of who are you?

Have you wonder why you can move?

Have you ever wonder why are you a human?

Have you ever ask that why hand moves,

why eyes see, why legs walks, why ears hears and so on??

All this kind of question always appear in my mind when I was young…

Don’t you think all this question is silly??

To me…no…it doesn’t…

and with this questions I found my answer that make me who I am now…

in my first blog I shared my primary life…

about how I found my FRIEND…

during that period of time…I have many thoughts…

I am always thinking this kind of question…

I even think that my birth is a mistakes…

I think I should not be in this world….

My FRIEND is the one that change me…

help me understand the reason for living...
What is life??

In my dictionary…the meaning of life is a gift from God…

I’m so happy that I can live for God and serve Him…

Living with God make me feel blessed…

and also having a wonderful and supportive family too…

and of cause I wont feel miserable and I know that God give me this life

because everyone’s life is in God’s hand…

He have a plan for everyone which included me…

and only I can finish that race…no one can do it except for me…

This is just a short blog…

but it reflects on how happy I am to be the disciple…

no matter what happens...my faith will never change…but it will grow stronger…

Trust in the Lord your God with all your heart

and lean not on your own understanding;

in all ways acknowledge Him, and he will make your path straight.

Proverbs 3:5-6

關智斌+鍾欣桐 - 非愛不可 KTV

love this song...>.<

best friends in genting

i had a wonderful day in genting last Sunday wwith my best friends...

i really miss them a lot, because no more school day(yeah!!!)
but in the same time i also felt sorry for God because i did not listen to His words

and i did not serve Him...

anyway...that day i woke up at 6am...(i never wake up that early ever since school ends)
and i prepare myself until Jia Yun and Jia Yan came..

then we went to Mei theng's house to fetch her

(p/s:jia yan&yun's mum is driving)

after that we have our breakfast in SS2 and we took LRT to Gombak..

me(as u know), mei theng,jia yun,jia yan

me and mei theng...

waiting for the bus to cable car...

ferris wheel...

ferris wheel(yun&yan)

before going in to the snow world...we spent some time in taking picture...but we usually use yun&yan's mum's camera...

best friend forever...

ghost oso know how to post ler...

the lucky chair...

maybe that's why i can win a big prize during playing the fun fair...hehehe

some nice nice view i took when i'm in the cable car...

there is sometthing wrong going on

(hope you can read this...)

we are friends since form 1,but we are closer when we are form 4.

(that is because we are in the same class)

Slowly...you came to me whenever you face problem...

to tell the truth...

i really glad to help you but most of the problem is not a problem

is just that you are TOO sensitive...you make everything OVER serious...

okay...maybe it is a big deal to you but you can solve it yourself...

sometimes...you must solve things on your own...

if you say you can...you can...but why are you hiding?

don't you know how to tell the truth??

yes..i'm your friend...but don't always depand on me...

something is really wrong here...but i'm really glad to help you and be your guide...

unfortunately...you only listen to 1/5 of what i advice to you....

(this is just an opening)

There is so so so so so so so so many things more.....

but i promised not to tell means i will not tell

you asked me to keep the secret...i did...but did you??

i really hope you can understand what i'm trying to tell you...

listen to my advice...i don't want see you get cheated again...s

orry to say..but if you continue going on like that...t

he one who rugi is you and you will rugi a lot a lot...

(i know i'm not as close as your other friend...but i'm telling you this from the reality)

Malay??

One day, i went to Kancil seminal in USJ 9...
if i'm not wrong is for science...
i actually leave 1 hour before the seminal start...
mana tau stack in the traffic for more than 30 min...
finally reach USJ 9...but turned few(more than 10 guar) still can't find...
by the time i found it, the seminal is already started...
i run to the class and they asked for my card...
careless me...i forgot to bring my card...
so they try to check my name but it was no where to be found..
to prove that i'm not lying they have to write down my name...
i spelled out my name for them
'C-H-A-R-M-A-I-N'
then he looked at me and said"binti??"
SWEAT!!! do i look like a malay?
then i tell them i'm a chinese...lol!!

i can hear His voice

You know what...i think i'm really blessed...
i never know that last time...but somehow... i've realize it...
and i'm so happy in the same time guilty...
i can hear His voice
and it's true that IT is really the Word Of God..
i believe if you don't ignore it...you will hear it too...
and when you're studying His words...remember to put your heart in it...


i remember few months ago before my SPM...i was studying in McD
(for those who don't know me that well,i can't study at home)
at first, we ordered our lunch(Mcvalue meal ma...hehe)
then after that we only study our own subject...
i'm reading Bible Knowledge while my friend is reading Ekonomi(i think)
not long later, a woman came and ask for donation...
with all the pictures she shown...i really felt pity on them
i check my wallet and found i have 2 RM1 and 1 Rm 5
so i just give them the RM1-s(which is RM2)
after that she want to give me a thank-you give(a book-mark)
but i didn't take it
(for those who don't know me that well [again],i don't like to study).

When she turn away,my friend start scolding me,
bacause i just give the money without thinking,
she might cheat my money and....(bla bla bla...)
after that, i really think that i'm stupid.
i became moody and i have no more study mood...
so i just simple turn the book and read a bit then turn again and so on.

suddenly, i turned to a page where is about John where he is baptizing in the Jordan river.
There he said "whoever has two shirts must give one to the man who has none,and whoever has food must share it"(compassionate to the poor).
this is from Luke 3:11.
after reading that verse, i think i did the correct thing and i felt so happy...

not only this time...there are many many more...
but this is the one that i can remember most clearly...

Taylor swift (2)

Taylor Swift..

My sister(Lorraine) introduce her to me...

well....i dosen't know who she is not until i heard this song....

She is so beautiful...

Love story...this is so gonna be my favourite song....

(story on Romeo and Juliet)

Teardrops on my guitar....ouch...this is sad...

You belong with me....oh, she is such a princess....

our song...sweet...

Birthday Babies...X )-Kammy and Huan

1st...My dear Kammy....15th Birthday....
2 days before me....hahaha
I'm sorry for not bringing my camera...
anyway...my mum won't let...
i know u like taking picture while Huan dosen't like it...
but...you can't expect me to bring camera right...
although i bought it b4...hahaha
so Kammy this is what i wish to tell u...
i know is already very late...
but i need to collect all pictures 1st mah...
nvm lo hor...

Dear Kammy, I have know you for 3 months...
and to me, you are someone sweet and helpful..
remember the time Huan 1st intoduce you to me...
you look very active and you are very easy to socialize...
We get along well and i dosen't know that your birthday is 2 days before me...
But i really very happy to celebrate our birhtday together....
i can't imagine that our birthday is that close...i hope we can do it every year...
hope you well get a good results on your PMR and please make a blog....
Bye, love you.
From your dolph.

2nd...honey Helan-Huan...17th birthday....
2 days after me...hahaha..
is it you plan to introduce your sister to me...
so that we can celebrate birthdays together??
well...is a good one...
so 'ngam' my birthday is between the both of you...
is hard for me to believe that u and Kammy are sisters....
althought you both really look alike...but...still...eh...
anyway...
thanks for inviting me to sing K...
i love that when there is the 3 of us...
and our favourite song??hahaha....

Dear Huan,seriously...
i don't know you are Helan until Kammy told me...
i know you since last year...and i seriously remember all the
happiness and sadness we have went through...
I was so happy that you can be my friend...
This is my 1st time celebrate my birthday in K....
I can tell that this is my best year...or not...coz got SPM...
well...we will have to get our heads into this game....
the game of the future...as you said...
well...not more to said...but i just want to wish you all the best...
i know you can do it...although u hate it...but is time to be serious...
let's win the game together...Bye,love you
From your maine.

Mafia...countdown for Merdeka!!!

That day was Sunday...i should be leading the Sunday school for praise and worship...

but by the time i woke...is already 9am...

this is the first time for being that late....

i felt sorry for those i have trouble....

Luckily auntie Bee Har had prepare and i am able to attend the worship....phew...

but that dosen't mean i can do i again....duh!!

i learned my lesson...

ater that...i had fellowship with the people around as usual...

i stayed back at the church during 2nd service...

i was in the library...

studying while jasmyn teman me...she was reading a book...

to Ee Laine:-sorry for not helping u at children church....

coz i really really need to study my add math....

at night....we played Mafia and countdown for Merdeka....

but i don't felt merdeka...mayb is coz of h1n1 guar...

b4 mafia...the guys were playing basketball....

while waiting for the guys to finish...

(should be guy waiting for gal wan mah...y this time gal wait for guy wan....haihz....)

the girls are gossiping...

"the gossip galz..."

nah....just kidding...just chit chat-ing on studies...hahaha....

well...i do't know how to play actually....

but luckily wei wen laine1 and laine2 guided me....u can c that i din do aything...

just sit and listen....1st...!!slowly...i know how to play d...and that round i was a killer....

Sean suspected...so i die adi....i can't believe my sister (who is a killer too)

voted to kill her own sister....haihz....

not long later...Sean was die too....hahaha....

nothing to do...so i play basketball lo...

to Sean:- i won't forget the hit on my face by u with the ball!!!!

this is the picture for the last game....i was the doctor...

May God Always Direct Your Path‏

Spent some time seeing watch got had created in our live...He has amazing things for us if we try to find it out and let Him change us...
The wonderful creation of God....


















May God Always direct your path...Proverbs 3:6
I know God is at work in your life!
Have a blessed day!

WHAT HAPPENS IN HEAVEN ...

This is one of the nicest e-mails I have seen and is so true:

I dreamed that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, 'This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received'

I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world.

Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section.

The angel then said to me, 'This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them. 'I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and were being packaged for delivery to Earth.

Finally at the farthest end of the long corridor we stopped at the door of a very small station. To my great surprise, only one angel was seated there, idly doing nothing. 'This is the Acknowledgment Section,' my angel friend quietly admitted to me. He seemed embarrassed 'How is it that there is no work going on here?' I asked.

'So sad,' the angel sighed. 'After people receive the blessings that they asked for, very few send back acknowledgments.'

'How does one acknowledge God's blessings?' I asked.

'Simple,' the angel answered. Just say, 'Thank you, God.'

'What blessings should they acknowledge?' ?I asked.

'If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish, you are among the top 8% of the worlds wealthy.'

'And if you get this on your own computer, you are part of the 1% in the world who has that opportunity.'

'If you woke up this morning with more health than illness ... you are more blessed than the many who will not even survive this day.'

'If you have never experienced the fear in battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation ... you are ahead of 700 million people in the world.'

'If you can attend a church without the fear of harassment, arrest, torture or death you are envied by, and more blessed than, three billion people in the world! .'

'If your parents are still alive and still married ...you are very rare.'

'If you can hold your head up and smile, you are not the norm, you're unique to all those in doubt and despair.'

Ok, what now? How can I start?

If you can read this message, you just received a double blessing in that someone was thinking of you as very special and you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world who cannot read at all.

Have a good day, count your blessings, and if you want, pass this along to remind everyone else how blessed we all are.


Acknowledge Dept.:
'Thank you God, for giving me the ability to share this message and for giving me so many wonderful people to share it with.'

If you have read this far, and are thankful for all that you have been blessed with, how can you not send it on???? I thank God for everything, especially all my family and friends!!