Tuesday, October 28, 2008

The most important FRIEND

When i was still in primary school,i always wanted a true friends,but most of them purposely tease me and hurt my feelings.Although life is tough,but i never give up to have my own real friends.I did many unreasonable things to make them love me,one of the example is that i give them money,thinking that they will be my friends because of my'generosity'.

One sunday, one of my sunday school teacher -Aunty Bee Har taught us a song-Did You Ever Talk To God Above.From this song, i understand that i can bring any difficulties to God and he will answer my prayer.
so i prayed and prayed and prayed, but i found no answer. i was very impatient and i stopped praying and get very angry because i can't get any answer from Him.i continued to make my friends like me.A few weeks later, Aunty Chu Yong told us that God will answer prayers with either YES , NO or WAIT.

One midnight, i woke up and i tested GOd by lighting up the candles on my study table and i ask God,if He wants to give me friends,let he fire continue to burn when i open my eyes.So i open my eyes and most of the candles already distinguish. i got vey sad and angry toGOd and i stopped praying angain but continue my own stupid ways to make friends.


Finally on one Sunday, when i want to go toilet during the class in children church while the adults are having sunday service,i heard them singing a hymn with the tittle - What A Friend We Have In Jesus.On that very moment,i realize that i always have a friend who are always there for me and always help me with sacrificial love by dying on the cross for my sins. I felt very sorry that i did so many unreasonable things and got angry at God and testing Him.From then on,i'm not worried about having friends or not.i continued pray patientlywith trust and faith that someday i will have my own friends.In the end, Gosd did answer my prayers.He gave me friends in church and school and i believe that all of us have a specially wonderful friend in common-JESUS.For those who do not...let me tell you...He is the most wonderful friend indeed....

Friday, October 17, 2008

do you believe it?


Well....believe onot is just up to ya....

anywhere...believe??believe what??


i actually study and is not just for a few sec...but few hour...

hmmm...letz see...i study for about....3 hours....

man...i feel so happy that i acctually study myself o...

you won't know my feeling...i can say that this is my first time studying for SO long....

actuallt is long to me la....i don know bout you all lah...i never study for so long wan lo....somemore by my self o.....'sky falling down' man...

whoa.....anywhere wish me luck for my exam la....

i always study when exam is near.....but...really o....self study makes me feel good.....