action....for engage the world

Christ became a gear to engage the world and make a diffrent....we got 2 choices....our way or God's way....we need to count the causes and be close to the God father...and in the end...is up to us to become a gear and engage the world and make a diffrent with the love of Christ

Teenstreet 3

the 4th day of teenstreet....
that day...our ingear are slidely diffrent....
when the guys are doing their net....the girls will have the ingear time....but when the girls are doing net...then the guys are in ingear...
today our topic is about our earthly father and our haevenly father....
after listening to what the speaker said...i found out that i was that close to my father....both heavenly and earthly...
i felt sad....and they said...if anyone got prayer request they are allowed to stay and there will be someone pray for us...or we can leave the main hall and have our shh time...

i was actually trying to leave that place...but somehow...i stay and sat at one corner...Mel saw me and ask me do i need a prayer...than i was like...emm...ok.....she ask me what should she pray for me...den i said to her that i wasn't veryclose to my father....i wasn't that close to him...i wish to know more about him....i just don't know why i cry when Mel is praying for me....but after crying...i feel much much more better....
than i went for my shhh time and net...after that we just go for our lunch together....Niki teach us some games during lunch....and we play happily...

than during interact...we have our dance practice again and we will be performing tonight...
whoo....scary hah...
so...during the throne room...the dancers are all in black....than we got our dance...u wannaa c?? i will try to dance for u if i remember...hahaha....
so...after the dance...if time for our throne room....and than...the worship leader said something...but i don't remember...hehehe....sorry la...but i know is something that touch me...so i went to the drawing corner and ddraw something for God...and that time...there is a Malay Christian song....than i go back and continue worship him and i start to cry...again...well....the reason i cry this time was that i remembered someone in my life.....a cousin that will not be my cousin anymore....

than i kneel down and start to pray....
after praying i stood up and continue worship Him....i was sad..yet feel with joy.....
than since this is the last time...we will have a last song before we go to i zone....
when we are singing....everyone start to run round in the hall...after that song...there are some people shouting 'one more song!!one more song!!''
and yes...they give us one more song and than we went for our izone....
i was asking for mails and taking picture....

oh...last day...how sad...but nothing to say...time move faster when we are happy....than we will have our net and sleep...
the last day....i woke up very late...but we still manage to have our breakfast....

so we learn about how to engage the world with the love of Christ....before we go for shhh time....we got a family picture...i was planning to sit infront....easier to find ma...than we got a time of shhhh and our net...will this time...our net shaering is just a small part...after our sharing...we got a time of photo section...and than our lunch...and go back....
Bye teenstreet... hope to join back someday...

Love 2008

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Teenstreet 2

ok....ok....my sis say i type very long....call me to shorted it o...
haihz...

ok...so the 2nd day...during our breakfast...there is not much people...cause we woke up quit early...than i sat with Jasmyn EeLaine and King....who else??...mmmm.....not very sure lo...anyway....after breakfast...we waited for a very long time oli can go in....and we start our InGear...
and dat day....our sub topic is our way or God's way....so...from what i know was....Moses is consider one of the greatest leader...because he bought many people out of Egypt...God spoke to Moses and gave clear instruction to him...but...he did not do what God wanted him to do......so he wasn't allow to go in to the Promise Land....Moses follow his way.....
than matBible came to give us our memory verse again...but this time i got memorize....
is thaken from Philipians 2:1-5

than we got our shhh time and our net 1......
after that we got our lunch.... than i asked permission to join the dance team....which means...only small amount of people can join the dance and drama...but i only join dance...so...while others are joining the interact....i have an enjoyable time there with our dance team....let me see....our dance teacher is....Tabitha and her friend Jessica....den i met Crystal , Peh Wen , Steph , Wei Jiet , Elena , michelle and more....
the song we are dancing is called Revolution....

after practice,i went for swimming.... =p...but the pool is very deep....i can't touch the floor...poor Lily....while i was swimming...she needa takee care my things....swimming there is fun...since it is deep and i'm not very good in swimming....den i just stay close to the wall...and hey...Mel is there...but she does plan to swim...she just sat at a corner....Marjun , her friend and i went close to her and try to talk to her...and you know what....her husband...jump down and splash the water at her...noot long later...i don feel like swimming...but...there are only 2 stairs....and both side...there are full with guys....summore is superly far from where i swim....so i just jump out....but...its too high...so in the end Meg help me up....=pand u don wish to know how many times we try....
and after that we have our throne room....but nothing much there...just sang beauthiful songs with our blessing voices to Praise our Mighty Father....but the drama team show a drama about God's way or our way....than we have our I-zone again....but me and Ee Laine was busying playing with one of the worship band's baby....she was ssssoooo....cute....if u know me more....wherever with babies or doggies....i will be there....

than we have our net and Zzzzz.....

Next day...we will have our TNT Journey and we will have fasting....there will not be interact
so...the 3rd day....i learned that the people who follow Christ will get rejected from many people...Many people hate Christian...Christiaan means a new life....but we must not be afraid of death...because cross = death....there are always persecution among Christian...Fearing persecution and pain is normal and should ve expected...we need to ask God to comfort our fear and give us the strength to face any problems....and always be thankful....

after that we got our shhh and net....
this net...Niki teach us many games....and yes...we enjoy it....and we have sharings....
than we got our TNT journey....its a superly cool activities...but i can't explain all the games right....but basicly....its a activity of team work...but i can tell u one of the section...we go to our prayer room and ask God for His forgiveness....everyone of us recieve a letter from God...a love letter...and during that time...i cry....

after that...we have a short rest and than dinner....but i din't bath...cause later...during I-zone...i needa go practice dance...awww....but i enjoyed...and there is the throne room....than...i get to play with them....just one game and i have to go....

Yes....dance team...oopss...i was late...but actually not...they are early.....hehehehe....den we got our practice ....den we go back to our own room and i take a shower than its time for net.....and dat day....i was superly tired....i sleep rite after net....

ok...i will take a break 1st.... to be continue......

Teenstreet

whoa....teenstreet is a really cool place for teens to learn more about God with all kinds of  activities...do u wanna know how happy i feel there??Let me tell u from the very beginning....

the first day of teenstreet....i follow Pastor David's van with his 'pet son' Steven Loh, my brother Kevin and my two friends- Ee Laine and Jasmyn....the moment we enter the collage....it surprize me...the collage is superly big....

we go to the register corner...and we saw our another pastor-Pastor Joseph....we are kinda nervous....we went to Pastor Joseph and talk with him about how we feel....he tell us go to the register table to take our tag and book...we follow where Pastor Joseph pointed....actually is 'I' who follow where he pointed and Eelain and Jasmyn just follow me....

there are 2 ppl for every table...we went to the register table...but found out that that table is only for boys....ooops...pai se...pai se....

so we go to another register table....hahaha...this time we got it right...yeah!!!

they ask our name so that they can give us our tag and book...

a guy come to the register table and talk to Ee Laine....but i dunno what they say....what i know is he help Ee Laine to wear the tag and said 'and the winner goes to Ee Laine'....and he did the same thing to jasmyn and me...but...he called me Chairmain instead of Charmain....haihz...nevermind lo...same thing always happen...

so we took our tag,book and shirt....than we go to our room....how sad...i got the same room and same group with Ee Laine but Jasmyn was all alone...i kinda worried bout her...wondering...will she get alonog with the others....

before we go to our room....all kinds of questions kind following before my eyes....wondering who is she...how is she like....friendly??we go in to our room and found out that the room's light and fan was on....than a girl come in to our room...

ok...well she's ok....her name is Lily...she start to talk with us than we only know that she is from Sabah...

Not long later...we went and find Jasmyn....

whao....she is sharing the same room with 3 ppl...

and they got their own fan.....there is a girl there...her name is hannah....she is a very nice girl and she is very kind....i we get to know each other more....and than there are 2 more ppl come in to our room....one of them is Rachel...and another one is....i forgot...ooops....

thay start to ask us all kinds of question...'how old are we...ow many times have we come to ts...where are we from....'....after they know we stay in subang jaya...they start to ask us are we from sj....i though sj means subang jaya so i said we are all from sj...

but Ee Laine pointed at me and say i'm the only one from sj....than i only understand that sj means smksj....

Rachel ask me....that do i know who is wei ying....(a friend of my sister...)...than i answer yes....after that she ask am i one of the choir....than i answer yes...and asked why....she say she is from sj too....than i only remember that my sister said that she is from sj too....

no wonder she looks so familier....

after that i we go for a walk to know more bout the collage....since it is so so so big.....than we went to the main hall...outside the hall...there is a cafe and inside the hall...there is a place for book store....we went in to that place and see some of the books there...

than i heard my name....when i look up...i saw Sze King....

i felt exited that i'm in ts...i walk to King and start talking to him and telling him how i feel....

but we are not alowed to stay there...and so we went out and sit on the chair and start to make jokes and stories....

Not long later....we are called to gather at the other side of the hall for an introduction of ts....i told them that i was like to sit in front...so we all sit together....whoa...u won't believe it...there are a lot of ppl...the hall is full....

they start the introductionn by making a countdown...there we go...10...9...8...7....6...5...4...3...2....1....0.......everyone shouted...there is a man named Foo Seng...he told us many thing bout ts....and the activities....a slide show of the last few ts....i'm getting more and more exited....than he call all the coach to stand behind and call the other ppl to find our own coach...since Ee Laine and i got the same coach...we are always sticking together...

Finally...we found our coach-Niki and we meet a new friend....her name is Grace....she was Lily's friend...but not all of our members are here...there are 2 more ppl missing....Pauline and Su Lin....than Foo Seng called us to have our lunch before we start 'InGear'....than i found King again...i was so happy and keep talking to him at the moment i was also talking to Lily and Grace....we went to the canteen and is fully crowed....we put our things on the table and one by one go take the food....while everyone is taking the food...i talk to Lily...i told her that when i was still form 1 and 2...i'm superly quite....and dunno start from when...pops....i change to a superly active ppl....and is a very hard thing to make me quite...

well...it is true...but Lily don't believe....than King come back and sit down with us than i call Lily to ask King....since King was already there even before i joined the youth....i said to King 'King...Lily dun believe me....tell her...when i was form 1 and 2 i very very quite right....tell the truth ar....'...den King reply...'mmm...ya...u was really quite that time...from what i remember...'

'nana...see....King oso say i last time very noisy o...'i said....

after that i go take my food....do you know how long is the 'Q'....but i just wait for my turn...since i'm not hungry yet....

after i take my lunch...i saw Jasmyn and ask her to sit with us...but she actually tell me she is sitting with her group member....ouch...that hurts....but i felt very happy that she said that....

after lunch...this is the time for InGear.....we go back to the hall...where we gathered...and there we met our missing group member...Pauline and Su Lin...than we have a time for self intro... but not everyone was there...than Ee Laine whisper to me and ask 'is she the one that went to our church before??'than i see see....look look...and saw that girl Ee Laine was pointing too....than i said...'she does look familier...but i dun remember who is she...'...so..we go to her and ask her...than we found out that she was the one who sang with one of our emmcf member...her name is Phyllisia...we talk to her for awhile...than we got a short section for the groups to take a picture....

not long later....we start our countdown again....than there is a band....a praise and worship band....and wow....Phyllisia is one of them....she look soooo pretty up there hehehe...

after the praise and worship....we start our InGear...Foo Seng introduce us to some other speaker....that is a guy...he looks young...his name is Joshua...out of the blue moon...Joshua is younger than i though...he is just 18 years old...but his speech with the other speaker is very good....followed up by...Meg...she is very friendly and i like to talk to her....and the last....the two lovely couple...Chris(Christian)and Mel(Melanie).....they are very sweet...and they look very young too...i can't believe that they are couples and they actually got 2 girls....

ok...so...wondering what i know about our 1st InGear...

Jesus came from heaven to our world and reach out to other people...from the very begining of the bible....we are separated from God....He came down to earth and change us...tells us and teach us about God's word....He sacrifice himself for us...so that we will be save....thare are no limitation of their love....so that we can understand how important we are to him...

than...Foo Seng told us that he found a friend who rush to this ts by motor....but the polis catch him...because he was over speed....but ofcause...it was not true....hahaha...his name is MatBible...which is not the real name....he say in order to become a good children of Christ....we need to learn more about his words....he is going to test us....we need to memorize some verse if we sucess...we will get a gift....

after that...we have our 'shhh' time this is a time for us to refreash on what we learn during InGear....than we have our net....net means a group to study,pray,share,and have activities together....our 1st net....is that we are called to draw a transport and explain why i draw it....

so i draw a boat...the reason i draw a boat is because i always like the ocean and i always love to have friends....so i wish to spend some time with my friends on the boat...

after our net...we will have a bath and rest....than we only have our dinner.....

well...this time...dinner is that much people....cause we went there earlier...but i don't remember who i sat with....i only remember i was always with EeLaine....

than we have our throne room....is something like praise and worship...but there will be time for us to be closer with God using our own talents.....we can use in songs,prayer,writing wall(place to write what we feel) and a drawing corner...draw a picture to God....

when we start our praise and worship....there is a guy calling us to go in front and join the party with God....well...there are leaders that don't think this is a good idea of praise and worship.....they think that we are enjoying the party more than praising God...

well...it is actually ok for me..but i did think that this wasn't a good idea too....but it also depands on our own personality....if we think is a concert...it will be a concert...if we think is a time for God...it will be a time for God....

well...i really felt comfortable during the praise and worship....i was touched by the songs....

after that....there is a time for i-zone....is a place to have fellowship with one another....and have some games....and there is a hiv corner...a place 4 us to know more about how the people surfer from HIV....than after that we will have our net 2...time to share how we feel and whet we learn that whole day......

(wow...i can wrie a novel about ts....)

i heaven end yet...this is just day 1....whish u won get sien....but i will shorted it...so...no worries....ok...ok...i won't be so cheong hei...or not later haven't finish my blog oso sleep d....

The most important FRIEND

When i was still in primary school,i always wanted a true friends,but most of them purposely tease me and hurt my feelings.Although life is tough,but i never give up to have my own real friends.I did many unreasonable things to make them love me,one of the example is that i give them money,thinking that they will be my friends because of my'generosity'.

One sunday, one of my sunday school teacher -Aunty Bee Har taught us a song-Did You Ever Talk To God Above.From this song, i understand that i can bring any difficulties to God and he will answer my prayer.

so i prayed and prayed and prayed, but i found no answer. i was very impatient and i stopped praying and get very angry because i can't get any answer from Him.i continued to make my friends like me.A few weeks later, Aunty Chu Yong told us that God will answer prayers with either YES , NO or WAIT.

One midnight, i woke up and i tested GOd by lighting up the candles on my study table and i ask God,if He wants to give me friends,let he fire continue to burn when i open my eyes.So i open my eyes and most of the candles already distinguish. i got vey sad and angry toGOd and i stopped praying angain but continue my own stupid ways to make friends.

Finally on one Sunday, when i want to go toilet during the class in children church while the adults are having sunday service,i heard them singing a hymn with the tittle - What A Friend We Have In Jesus.On that very moment,i realize that i always have a friend who are always there for me and always help me with sacrificial love by dying on the cross for my sins. I felt very sorry that i did so many unreasonable things and got angry at God and testing Him.From then on,i'm not worried about having friends or not.i continued pray patientlywith trust and faith that someday i will have my own friends.In the end, Gosd did answer my prayers.He gave me friends in church and school and i believe that all of us have a specially wonderful friend in common-JESUS.For those who do not...let me tell you...He is the most wonderful friend indeed....

do you believe it?

Well....believe onot is just up to ya....

anywhere...believe??believe what??

i actually study and is not just for a few sec...but few hour...

hmmm...letz see...i study for about....3 hours....

man...i feel so happy that i acctually study myself o...

you won't know my feeling...i can say that this is my first time studying for SO long....

actuallt is long to me la....i don know bout you all lah...i never study for so long wan lo....somemore by my self o.....'sky falling down' man...

whoa.....anywhere wish me luck for my exam la....

i always study when exam is near.....but...really o....self study makes me feel good.....