anime season

We (my sis and i) are addicted to anime this few weeks….hahaha…

well…I am always addicted…

but my sis…??? Eh…

Anyway…my sis is addicted by the anime name ‘candy candy’…
the story is about…candy..(obviously)…

and candy(in dictionary) means a type of sweet (duhhhh!!!!)…

and in the story… candy is a human(???)…

ya…okay…lets just cut the story short…

anyway…this anime is saying that……

I think I’ll just let my sis introduce that anime…

And my anime....is called shugo chara (my guardian characters)….

Hmmm…. How to make it short??
Okay…this girl is Amu….she is very cool outside…

but inside her is just an ordinary girl….

and there she receive 3 egg (red ,blue and green)

that transform into her guardian that help her to find her true self…

but she must believe in them and herself...
And in her school, there is a Seiyo Elementary's Guardians...

for those whose egg have appear….

and so…she was recruit as one of the special member “Joker”…

who was responsible to search for X egg and X characters

(the corrupted form of peoples’ dreams)

and change them back to the original guardian egg...

and by doing so...

she need to transform...

In the same time…when there is good…

there will be bad too…so there is a company (with bad guys)

try to find a special egg-embryo (don’t ask me why they put this name)…

this egg can grant wishes...
So as usual…the bad guys want to get the egg…

the good guy want to potect the egg..

they fight and so on…

blah blah blah…

something happen again…

then….Amu 4th egg came out…

is a yellow egg…

but that time…

amu was depressed so that egg turn to X egg…

but in the end…it turn back into a good egg…

and some of the bad guy oso became good…

so…..i mals to type d la….

very long le….

If u want to know u go find its own plot la…

okay….okay…good…
So in the end le….

i oso don’t know…coz I haven’t watch finish yet…

hehehe….

So…
This are some of the character in this anime

First.....

Tadase Hotori, he is in Seiyo Elementary's Guardians...

and he on 'King' chair...he have a cute looking....

cutest among all character...

Amu's first love....

This is his guardian....

and his inner self is someone royalty....(??eh...something like that la...)


and this is the look he transform

Ikuto Tsukiyomi...a very cool person...with a gurdian of a cat....

is is very good in violin...and she have a sister.

Amu's first love too...i think...

(Amu fall for many ppl...)

the look he transform...a cat...

oh...ya...he work for the bad guy.. (why??) i oso dnt know le...

Nadeshiko Fujisaki...a very gental and sweet person...

one of the Seiyo Elementary's Guardians too..

She is on the 'Queen' chair...

This is her guardian...


but actually...she is a he...

the reason he become she is because of a family tradition or sort of things la....

real name Nagihiko Fujisaki

and when she transform....she became....scary....

She is Yaya Yuiki...the youngest....

her inner self is to become a baby forever...

Seiyo Elementary's Guardians..she in on the 'Ace' chair

He is Kukai Souma...very good in sports...

he is on the 'Jack' chair....

the look after he transform...

Rima Mashiro, someone look cool outside...

but she wanted to become a joker...

as in...make people laugh...

after Nadeshiko Fujisaki left...she became the 'Queen'

the look after she transform...

Kairi Sanjou...the 'Jack' after Souma...

He want to be a samurai...

but he is also a spy for her sis who is working in the bad company...
Anyhow...he became good and help to fight for what is right...

the look after transform...

Utau Hoshina...she is a singer...she help the bad guys too...she is deeply in love with her brother...Ikuto....

Haihz...so who should i choose if i'm Amu??

oh~~~is so hard to decide lar....hhhaa~~~

i'm important

Have you ever think of who are you?

Have you wonder why you can move?

Have you ever wonder why are you a human?

Have you ever ask that why hand moves,

why eyes see, why legs walks, why ears hears and so on??

All this kind of question always appear in my mind when I was young…

Don’t you think all this question is silly??

To me…no…it doesn’t…

and with this questions I found my answer that make me who I am now…

in my first blog I shared my primary life…

about how I found my FRIEND…

during that period of time…I have many thoughts…

I am always thinking this kind of question…

I even think that my birth is a mistakes…

I think I should not be in this world….

My FRIEND is the one that change me…

help me understand the reason for living...
What is life??

In my dictionary…the meaning of life is a gift from God…

I’m so happy that I can live for God and serve Him…

Living with God make me feel blessed…

and also having a wonderful and supportive family too…

and of cause I wont feel miserable and I know that God give me this life

because everyone’s life is in God’s hand…

He have a plan for everyone which included me…

and only I can finish that race…no one can do it except for me…

This is just a short blog…

but it reflects on how happy I am to be the disciple…

no matter what happens...my faith will never change…but it will grow stronger…

Trust in the Lord your God with all your heart

and lean not on your own understanding;

in all ways acknowledge Him, and he will make your path straight.

Proverbs 3:5-6

關智斌+鍾欣桐 - 非愛不可 KTV

love this song...>.<

best friends in genting

i had a wonderful day in genting last Sunday wwith my best friends...

i really miss them a lot, because no more school day(yeah!!!)
but in the same time i also felt sorry for God because i did not listen to His words

and i did not serve Him...

anyway...that day i woke up at 6am...(i never wake up that early ever since school ends)
and i prepare myself until Jia Yun and Jia Yan came..

then we went to Mei theng's house to fetch her

(p/s:jia yan&yun's mum is driving)

after that we have our breakfast in SS2 and we took LRT to Gombak..

me(as u know), mei theng,jia yun,jia yan

me and mei theng...

waiting for the bus to cable car...

ferris wheel...

ferris wheel(yun&yan)

before going in to the snow world...we spent some time in taking picture...but we usually use yun&yan's mum's camera...

best friend forever...

ghost oso know how to post ler...

the lucky chair...

maybe that's why i can win a big prize during playing the fun fair...hehehe

some nice nice view i took when i'm in the cable car...

there is sometthing wrong going on

(hope you can read this...)

we are friends since form 1,but we are closer when we are form 4.

(that is because we are in the same class)

Slowly...you came to me whenever you face problem...

to tell the truth...

i really glad to help you but most of the problem is not a problem

is just that you are TOO sensitive...you make everything OVER serious...

okay...maybe it is a big deal to you but you can solve it yourself...

sometimes...you must solve things on your own...

if you say you can...you can...but why are you hiding?

don't you know how to tell the truth??

yes..i'm your friend...but don't always depand on me...

something is really wrong here...but i'm really glad to help you and be your guide...

unfortunately...you only listen to 1/5 of what i advice to you....

(this is just an opening)

There is so so so so so so so so many things more.....

but i promised not to tell means i will not tell

you asked me to keep the secret...i did...but did you??

i really hope you can understand what i'm trying to tell you...

listen to my advice...i don't want see you get cheated again...s

orry to say..but if you continue going on like that...t

he one who rugi is you and you will rugi a lot a lot...

(i know i'm not as close as your other friend...but i'm telling you this from the reality)

Malay??

One day, i went to Kancil seminal in USJ 9...
if i'm not wrong is for science...
i actually leave 1 hour before the seminal start...
mana tau stack in the traffic for more than 30 min...
finally reach USJ 9...but turned few(more than 10 guar) still can't find...
by the time i found it, the seminal is already started...
i run to the class and they asked for my card...
careless me...i forgot to bring my card...
so they try to check my name but it was no where to be found..
to prove that i'm not lying they have to write down my name...
i spelled out my name for them
'C-H-A-R-M-A-I-N'
then he looked at me and said"binti??"
SWEAT!!! do i look like a malay?
then i tell them i'm a chinese...lol!!

i can hear His voice

You know what...i think i'm really blessed...
i never know that last time...but somehow... i've realize it...
and i'm so happy in the same time guilty...
i can hear His voice
and it's true that IT is really the Word Of God..
i believe if you don't ignore it...you will hear it too...
and when you're studying His words...remember to put your heart in it...


i remember few months ago before my SPM...i was studying in McD
(for those who don't know me that well,i can't study at home)
at first, we ordered our lunch(Mcvalue meal ma...hehe)
then after that we only study our own subject...
i'm reading Bible Knowledge while my friend is reading Ekonomi(i think)
not long later, a woman came and ask for donation...
with all the pictures she shown...i really felt pity on them
i check my wallet and found i have 2 RM1 and 1 Rm 5
so i just give them the RM1-s(which is RM2)
after that she want to give me a thank-you give(a book-mark)
but i didn't take it
(for those who don't know me that well [again],i don't like to study).

When she turn away,my friend start scolding me,
bacause i just give the money without thinking,
she might cheat my money and....(bla bla bla...)
after that, i really think that i'm stupid.
i became moody and i have no more study mood...
so i just simple turn the book and read a bit then turn again and so on.

suddenly, i turned to a page where is about John where he is baptizing in the Jordan river.
There he said "whoever has two shirts must give one to the man who has none,and whoever has food must share it"(compassionate to the poor).
this is from Luke 3:11.
after reading that verse, i think i did the correct thing and i felt so happy...

not only this time...there are many many more...
but this is the one that i can remember most clearly...

Taylor swift (2)

Taylor Swift..

My sister(Lorraine) introduce her to me...

well....i dosen't know who she is not until i heard this song....

She is so beautiful...

Love story...this is so gonna be my favourite song....

(story on Romeo and Juliet)

Teardrops on my guitar....ouch...this is sad...

You belong with me....oh, she is such a princess....

our song...sweet...

Birthday Babies...X )-Kammy and Huan

1st...My dear Kammy....15th Birthday....
2 days before me....hahaha
I'm sorry for not bringing my camera...
anyway...my mum won't let...
i know u like taking picture while Huan dosen't like it...
but...you can't expect me to bring camera right...
although i bought it b4...hahaha
so Kammy this is what i wish to tell u...
i know is already very late...
but i need to collect all pictures 1st mah...
nvm lo hor...

Dear Kammy, I have know you for 3 months...
and to me, you are someone sweet and helpful..
remember the time Huan 1st intoduce you to me...
you look very active and you are very easy to socialize...
We get along well and i dosen't know that your birthday is 2 days before me...
But i really very happy to celebrate our birhtday together....
i can't imagine that our birthday is that close...i hope we can do it every year...
hope you well get a good results on your PMR and please make a blog....
Bye, love you.
From your dolph.

2nd...honey Helan-Huan...17th birthday....
2 days after me...hahaha..
is it you plan to introduce your sister to me...
so that we can celebrate birthdays together??
well...is a good one...
so 'ngam' my birthday is between the both of you...
is hard for me to believe that u and Kammy are sisters....
althought you both really look alike...but...still...eh...
anyway...
thanks for inviting me to sing K...
i love that when there is the 3 of us...
and our favourite song??hahaha....

Dear Huan,seriously...
i don't know you are Helan until Kammy told me...
i know you since last year...and i seriously remember all the
happiness and sadness we have went through...
I was so happy that you can be my friend...
This is my 1st time celebrate my birthday in K....
I can tell that this is my best year...or not...coz got SPM...
well...we will have to get our heads into this game....
the game of the future...as you said...
well...not more to said...but i just want to wish you all the best...
i know you can do it...although u hate it...but is time to be serious...
let's win the game together...Bye,love you
From your maine.

Mafia...countdown for Merdeka!!!

That day was Sunday...i should be leading the Sunday school for praise and worship...

but by the time i woke...is already 9am...

this is the first time for being that late....

i felt sorry for those i have trouble....

Luckily auntie Bee Har had prepare and i am able to attend the worship....phew...

but that dosen't mean i can do i again....duh!!

i learned my lesson...

ater that...i had fellowship with the people around as usual...

i stayed back at the church during 2nd service...

i was in the library...

studying while jasmyn teman me...she was reading a book...

to Ee Laine:-sorry for not helping u at children church....

coz i really really need to study my add math....

at night....we played Mafia and countdown for Merdeka....

but i don't felt merdeka...mayb is coz of h1n1 guar...

b4 mafia...the guys were playing basketball....

while waiting for the guys to finish...

(should be guy waiting for gal wan mah...y this time gal wait for guy wan....haihz....)

the girls are gossiping...

"the gossip galz..."

nah....just kidding...just chit chat-ing on studies...hahaha....

well...i do't know how to play actually....

but luckily wei wen laine1 and laine2 guided me....u can c that i din do aything...

just sit and listen....1st...!!slowly...i know how to play d...and that round i was a killer....

Sean suspected...so i die adi....i can't believe my sister (who is a killer too)

voted to kill her own sister....haihz....

not long later...Sean was die too....hahaha....

nothing to do...so i play basketball lo...

to Sean:- i won't forget the hit on my face by u with the ball!!!!

this is the picture for the last game....i was the doctor...

May God Always Direct Your Path‏

Spent some time seeing watch got had created in our live...He has amazing things for us if we try to find it out and let Him change us...
The wonderful creation of God....


















May God Always direct your path...Proverbs 3:6
I know God is at work in your life!
Have a blessed day!

WHAT HAPPENS IN HEAVEN ...

This is one of the nicest e-mails I have seen and is so true:

I dreamed that I went to Heaven and an angel was showing me around. We walked side-by-side inside a large workroom filled with angels. My angel guide stopped in front of the first section and said, 'This is the Receiving Section. Here, all petitions to God said in prayer are received'

I looked around in this area, and it was terribly busy with so many angels sorting out petitions written on voluminous paper sheets and scraps from people all over the world.

Then we moved on down a long corridor until we reached the second section.

The angel then said to me, 'This is the Packaging and Delivery Section. Here, the graces and blessings the people asked for are processed and delivered to the living persons who asked for them. 'I noticed again how busy it was there. There were many angels working hard at that station, since so many blessings had been requested and were being packaged for delivery to Earth.

Finally at the farthest end of the long corridor we stopped at the door of a very small station. To my great surprise, only one angel was seated there, idly doing nothing. 'This is the Acknowledgment Section,' my angel friend quietly admitted to me. He seemed embarrassed 'How is it that there is no work going on here?' I asked.

'So sad,' the angel sighed. 'After people receive the blessings that they asked for, very few send back acknowledgments.'

'How does one acknowledge God's blessings?' I asked.

'Simple,' the angel answered. Just say, 'Thank you, God.'

'What blessings should they acknowledge?' ?I asked.

'If you have food in the refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof overhead and a place to sleep you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish, you are among the top 8% of the worlds wealthy.'

'And if you get this on your own computer, you are part of the 1% in the world who has that opportunity.'

'If you woke up this morning with more health than illness ... you are more blessed than the many who will not even survive this day.'

'If you have never experienced the fear in battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture, or the pangs of starvation ... you are ahead of 700 million people in the world.'

'If you can attend a church without the fear of harassment, arrest, torture or death you are envied by, and more blessed than, three billion people in the world! .'

'If your parents are still alive and still married ...you are very rare.'

'If you can hold your head up and smile, you are not the norm, you're unique to all those in doubt and despair.'

Ok, what now? How can I start?

If you can read this message, you just received a double blessing in that someone was thinking of you as very special and you are more blessed than over two billion people in the world who cannot read at all.

Have a good day, count your blessings, and if you want, pass this along to remind everyone else how blessed we all are.


Acknowledge Dept.:
'Thank you God, for giving me the ability to share this message and for giving me so many wonderful people to share it with.'

If you have read this far, and are thankful for all that you have been blessed with, how can you not send it on???? I thank God for everything, especially all my family and friends!!

I'm back again....(family-daddy)

hey...after such a long time...i'm back again....do you miss me??kakaka....
i gotmany thing to say...but i just don't know how or where should i start from...mmmm...
i thinki would like to start from family....

Daddy just got into an accident...somehow i'm the most guilty one....because i'm there with him...
It was Wed and i was rushing to my tuition (which i lways used to...) but i normally took bus with my friend...but that day i over-napped and so i need daddy to give me a trip to Sunway....

i was looking at my watch...hoping i won't be late...i think you will understand the feeling o being late...but luckily daddy managed to cutthejam...hoo-rey right...yeah..that is how i feel...because it means that i will be on the spot...hahaha....

A car from behind try to take-over daddy and SUDDENLY...he bang my daddy...i was tall enough to step on the floor to avoid falling down...but somehow i did fall down but i wasn' hurt that much...the second i saw daddy...he was in serious pain and i was very worried...i was stunned for awhile and shount "PA!!"... i went to him and tried to help himup...before i even touch daddy 2 guy cameto him and carried him...i pick up my daddy's tools and put it back in the tool box...

i seriously got no idea what should i do next...but the 1st people in my mind ismummy...so i quickly take outmy phone and called her...i can heard her worrying voice and so am i...daddy was bleeding seriously and dirt was all over his wounds...his shoulder,his waist, his hand,his elbow,his finger,his knee,his angkle and his toe...i think it should be better if he came to my tuition and wash it...but he refused...daddy want the guy (who bang us)to pay RM 100 medical fees...but he refused...he said 'NOT MY FAULT'....HELLO!!!...i know i don't know anything about traffic orwhatever...but i do know that he shold be responsible of whathe did...just say 'is not my fault' to push away his reponsibility huh....right...they are arguing with the medical fee that he should pay while a fire deep inside me is burning strongly....

Not long later...his friend(i think) came with a bike and ask wha happening...i don't know what he said (in tamil)but somehow i got a feeling hat he wasn't telling the truth...his friend start to helped him and say advised my dad to accept Rm 80....he keep saying that"pintu kereta saya juga rosak..saya juga nak repair kan...bukan salah akupun saya bayar youRm 80 sahaja...jika tak nak saya boleh ikut kamu jumpa polis..." he continuously said this for more than 3 times...the fire within me burn up to my brain and i start to argue back angrly saying " your car door is spoiled...my dad is injured...he is bleeding...is your car bleeding??" "ya,tapi bukan salah saya...saya nak repair juaga kan...mana saya ambil wang untuk repair..."he said.."your car need to repair...my bike no need is it?? what happen to your car...is a a bit kemek on the door what is so big deal of it??my dad is bleeding...you should know that medical fee is more than RM 100..." he got nothing to say back to me but he apologize to my dad...

My dad scared i will be late for class...so he choose to accepted the RM 80...he sit on the bike while i am wearing the helmat...his friend on the bike try to joke by saying "why don't you fetch your father...let him sit behind and you sit the front..." i was already angry of his friend and with what he said make me more useless.... i stared at him adn shouted "UNCLE!!! i wish that too...but i'm below 18....i din't know anything about motorbike...." he laughted and said something to the guy...

i was very upset...went i reach tuition center...i saw daddy's pain and his pain make my heart burn...i was very moody and i go to tuition...the second i enter the tuition door....water from above start to fall down and i just can't help why is it so....everyone starts to greet me but i just try to stay alone...some of my friends saw my eyes and nose turned red....and they start questioning me...i hide myself in one class without anyone and cry alone....but friends start to come in and ask why....but that time i only wish li teng is by my side...because she is my only trustable friend in tuition...the heads teacher know i was crying and tried to help me solve the problem...they called my mum and tell them i was crying....and ask for more information as soon as possible....

and so...she called and she told me that she can't find him...the head teacher comfort me and advise me to pray....i wash my face and i calm down myself...i pray to God for guidance and healing upon my daddy....and i go back to close....in the class i used to be one of the active one...but that day...i didn't make even i noise in the class....

as usual, i took bus back with a friend and i saw dadddy was okey...
Thank God for listening to my prayers....Thank God for being by my side....Thank God for guiding my daddy....Thank God for bleesing the whole family....Thank God for His heeling hand...Thank God for His grace towards us....Thank God for making daddy my dad...Thank You....

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